This month I’m living without reflections. Blankets are nailed over the mirrors. Blankets nailed everywhere. How many times do you see yourself? Mirrors in the bathroom and bedroom, windows in the bedroom, living room, kitchen and car windows on the way to school. Entire building faces made of glass. The translucent, plastic covering over the … Continue reading
Further reading on online love
Delia Cai discusses every component of the past, present and future of algorithmic dating. My response is more cynical, but only because she articulated the optimistic side so well. I’m sure reality lies in the middle. I remain ever-skeptical about things that are born on the internet, especially ones related to dating. (Tinder’s hookline is, … Continue reading
Drywall Forever
Melissa asked Marcus what he was doing. “I’m writing about drywall tonight!” He yelled it. “Why?” “I don’t miss drywall!” Melissa and Marcus’ apartment was only 600 square feet, and they were in the same room. Melissa and Marcus were not dating, nor had they ever, nor were there any feelings between the two. It … Continue reading
Rob writes about trees
A triumph of identity is in the ash trees. In front of the Agriculture Building on Rollins Ave. is a row of six green ashes, young and bulbous. You can’t see it now, but there was a time two weeks ago when you could stand outside the construction on Johnston and see the last breaths … Continue reading
An excerpt from every conversation ever had, Part 2
“Why do you hate me?” “I could ask the same.” “Why do you hate me?” “I never hated someone I didn’t love.” “…” “I don’t—” “You’re an asshole.” “Yes. So are you.” Continue reading
Kate Full of Air
Ironically, the thing that gave Kate her misery, that gave her her badge to humanity, was the thing that tore her away from feeling any connection to the people around her and into a windstorm that spun ever inward. Never had she been so permeated and imbibed — over 70% of the serotonin graveyard of her … Continue reading
Daily Life of a Sybarite
I use peppermint toothpaste, because it makes my mouth feel different. I take steaming showers in the morning, because the hot water stipples my skin and reduces me to an ooh-ing, Lotus-eating hedonist. That’s different. I blast water into my skull and flush out my sinuses each morning and light incense, because I couldn’t smell … Continue reading
Party, 1602
I made a poem. “Party, 1602” It’s hot In the crowded room. I know that. In the familiar place, The solitude dissolves. Only heat, heat, heat. Heat that begins to pressurize, And the room starts to distend. Nobody feels it at first. They see each other, not yet themselves Slamming into one another and filling … Continue reading
On Being There
Being There Implies a lot. Like presence, And maybe that’s all. Continue reading
The Dark and Horrible World of Journalism School
I’m gonna get in on this journalism circle jerk and tell you why I’m alright with all the bullshit. One of the things I’ve been most impressed with this year was my conversation with good-girl journalism gangster Allison Pohle. On my back porch, everyone minus her smoking cigarettes, I small-talked her up: “How was your … Continue reading